i have a new life goal that i never thought i'd have to set aside effort for:
be spontaneous.

i used to be so good at it.
i miss it.
last week at the bakehouse someone mentioned 'man i want to go to portland' and sasha looks up from playing with his iphone and says 'okay. let's go right now. seriously' and i have no doubt in my mind that he was completely, totally, 100 percent serious.

i miss thinking like that.
it used to be how i was.
new life goal... GO!